March 24th, 2009

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I read a book called Just Pretend by J.V. Lewton.  It concerns a young girl z(Molly) who is dying from leukemia, her teen-aged brother (Clay), who has a unique ability to be able to “see” who has been somewhere, and a teen-aged girl (Hillary).  Hillary does a weekly radio show called “Just Pretend”.  The radio show, which features noteworthy material for kids, also features it’s star attraction- where kids call up and share how and what they pretend.

One morning, as Clay and Molly sit listening to Hillary’s show, a very young girl calls up, and they hear her whisper “I pretended a bad man…..and he’s going to kill me.”  The call prompts tons of phone calls angry that their kids were scared, and Hillary’s show is taken off the air.  Then, the next day, the body of a young girl is found near the area where the call was made. 

Molly’s dying wish is for Clay to use his ability, which causes him severe physical distress, to find who murdered the young girl.  Hillary, also determined to find the murderer, teams up with Clay to track down and flush out this person who keeps killing young people. 

It is a shorter novel, so it is not a long read (I read it in one day).  While I thought I figured out the culprit earlier on in the book, it did keep me second guessing myself up until the end.  Well written, though perhaps not necessarily what I would deem “horror”.  More psychological thriller. 

 

March 10th, 2009

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I just (literally) finished reading Dean Koontz’s book Your Heart Belongs to Me .

It is a story of a rich, 34 year old Internet multi-millionaire who has everything: a perfect house, a perfect girlfriend, a perfect job. After an episode while surfing, which he passes off as an anxiety attack and a result of aging, and another in his room while sleeping- he finds out he has a heart problem, and only about 1 year to live. He is told by his doctor that he only has about one year left to live, and his only hope is a heart transplant.

Before the transplant, he is plagued by a whirlwind of paranoia and distrust that leads him on a journey of truth, in which he thinks someone or someones are out to kill him. Believing himself poisoned, he cuts himself off from everyone, and begins investigating everyone around him. He even pulls away from the doctors he has trusted, and puts his care in another well-reputed surgeon.

After only four months on the organ transplant waiting list, he is miraculously called in with a match for him. Sparing no expense, he flies out for surgery, despite growing anxiety and “signs” that something is not right.

A year after the transplant, things are going well for him. He has all-new employees at his home, and although his relationship with his girlfriend has passed, she is becoming very successful, and he is happy for her. Then, a woman appears out his window in the rain, watching the house, he finds candy and trinkets in his locked bedroom, and so the chase for truth begins, with a mind-altering conclusion.

The story line I felt was compelling, but the story seemed confusing, The narrative spoke much of subtext and subtleties, and this book definitely had some of those. It seemed to chase itself a bit, and I felt the ending a bit lacking. While it gave closure to the main theme, it left many questions unanswered. It was a compelling enough read that I finished it within a couple of days.

March 3rd, 2009

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     Susan had gotten use to the comings and goings of various construction workers and landscaping persons at the old house across the street over the weeks.  She had watched with interest as the house was transformed from the old, dwindling wreck it had been, into a lush, inviting home.  The roof and siding were redone, the lawn reseeded, and flowers and shrubs put in.  New, updated windows had been installed, and the house was lovely and alive again. 

 

   It wasn’t until a moving van arrived while she was outside pruning her own rose bushes one morning that she stood up and really paid attention again.  Moving guys jumped out of the truck and threw open the back door, exposing loads of gingerly wrapped furniture, which they immediately began unloading onto the front lawn.  Soon after they started, a taxi pulled up alongside the curb, and out stepped a petite, old woman.  She walked slowly with a cane, but her ease of pace seemed not to be due to any physical ailment, but rather to her attention being diverted to admiring her house as she approached. 

   Susan continued to watch the excitement (exciting to her, at least) across the street while she half pretended to prune her roses.  One of the men hustled over to the woman and offered to help her up the walkway.  Susan smiled as the woman politely waved off the offer, and instead handed the man her house keys to go ahead and open up the house so they could begin bringing the items inside.   The man dashed up the path and opened the house up, holding the door ajar as the woman passed inside.   Then the two men began the task of bringing all the woman’s belongings into her new residence. 

   Susan stood up and went back inside to wash her hands and tidy herself up a bit.  She then walked across the street and up to the front door.  She saw the old woman in the living room, surveying the area and deciding where to put the boxes of stuff, all neatly marked “Dishes” or “Linens” or “Bathroom”.  The furniture still had the plastic on it, and the breeze coming in through the open doors and windows made them rustle a bit.  Susan knocked lightly on the door, and the woman looked up startled at her, before breaking into a sweet smile. 

 

  “Hello, I’m Susan.” she said, extending her hand to the lady.  “I live in the house across from you.”  She gestured over to her own manicured yard.  “I just wanted to come over and welcome you to the neighborhood.”

  “Well, hello dear!” the woman exclaimed, taking her hand and giving it a well-gripped shake.  “And thank you kindly.  My name is Gladys.” 

  Susan almost blushed a bit.  ” I thought so.” she said, continuing on quickly when she saw Gladys’s confused look.  “I’m Dorothy’s great granddaughter.”  she explained.

 

  Gladys seemed a bit taken aback by that.  Her eyes widened a bit, and her small mouth even dropped some.  Susan had to stifle a giggle at the text-book startle reaction.  At that moment, one of the movers came in with what appeared to be a rather heavy box, and asked Gladys where it went, since it seemed to be unmarked.  She shook her head, and inspected the box, before telling him to go ahead and just set it in the family room. 

 

  Gladys returned to Susan, who had stepped out onto the lawn to be out of the way.   “I apologize dear, if I seemed startled.  Quite frankly, I was.”  she said.  “Dorothy has not spoken to me in many, many years.  I am surprised you know my name.’

  “Well, grandma has been ill.  I’m sure you are aware of the trauma she suffered after the … incident.. here.”  Susan stopped and looked up at the house, grimacing at the pain her great grandmother, and Gladys as well, had to go through in this place.  The house even seemed to darken a bit at the mention of it. 

  “Yes.” said Gladys, her voice dropping down to an almost whisper.  “That night is one I will never, ever forget.  Even if I become stricken with Alzheimer’s I don’t think I’ll forget that.” she said.  She too, stared at the house.

 

  “Her doctors try to get her to face that night, but she doesn’t budge.   Even after all these years, and all her medications, she still insists in demons and devils, and the fact that her own hand held the knife- well, she just can’t seem to forgive herself for that. “  said Susan.  “It didn’t help her when my mom bought the house across the road there, or when I got pregnant with my second daughter, Elizabeth.” 

 

  At the mention of Elizabeth, Gladys looked up sharply.  “You had another daughter?”  she asked, almost brusquely. 

 

  “Why, yes.”  said Susan, a bit taken aback.  “Elizabeth is 5 now.” 

 

  “Forgive me, again, dear heart.” said Susan, softening.  “It’s just, I was best friends with Dorothy, and I know your family’s heritage.  Alice was a “freak” of nature, so they said.  I can see how your dear daughter’s arrival would send Dorothy back downwards again.”  She patted Susan kindly on the shoulder.  “If you don’t mind my asking,” she went on carefully, “is she…. ok?”

 

  Susan looked at Gladys for a long time before replying.  She felt so comfortable with her, as if she’d known her forever.  Yet, she was realistic too, and protective of her youngest daughter.  “She is okay so far.”  she said, smiling brightly. 

 

 Gladys patted her on the shoulder and smiled in return.  “Then that is just fantastic, isn’t it?” she said.  “Would you like to come in for some tea?  I’m sure they’ve brought my tea supplies in already.”  Susan agreed, and spent an hour or so visiting with Gladys, talking about her older daughter, Victoria, who was 10 and becoming a young lady already.  About grandma and how she was doing, and her reactions to the work being done on the house again.  “It took the doctors awhile to calm her down.” she said of when Dorothy first heard the news.  “And when she came to stay with me the weekend the renovations first started, all she did was sit in the window drinking her coffee and staring across the street at the work.  If I hadn’t known about her history with the house, I would have sworn she was watching the cute construction workers.” 

March 3rd, 2009

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“Alcatraz vs the Evil Librarians” by Brandon Sanderson (see it here: LINK ) is a hilarious adventure for the juvenile and young adult (and adults, too, if I must say so myself!).   

  A young boy named Alcatrz Smedrey has been in the foster care system for years.  On his 13th birthday, after recieving a strange package filled with sand supposedly sent from his dead parents, his talent for breaking things causes him to accidentally burn up his foster care mother’s kitchen.  It wouldn’t be as bad if it weren’t for the fact that his foster mom is a chef.  His knack for breaking things that seem to be most important to people has gotten him jumped from home to home throughout his life. 

   On the morning after his 13th birthday, as he waits for one of the people from the foster care system to come get him to move him to another home, he is suprised by an old man at his door, claiming to be his grandfather.  The old man seems worried about being late, claiming that it was his talent.   Alcatraz is about to close the door on the old man, when one of the people from the foster care system show up for him, but instead of leading him to a car, the man instead pulls out a gun and tries to shoot Alcatraz.  Alcatraz gets in the car with the old man, and thus begins his wondrous adventure. 

   Filled with adventure, Alcatraz learns that he is the latest in a great line of Smedreys.  They are oculators with fantastic gifts, such as breaking things, always arriving late, tripping, and speaking nonsense.  They are out to get back the sands which were stolen from Alcatraz’s room unbeknownst to him while his caseworker was there.  Turns out, the world as we know it is run by the evil librarian cult, who fight to keep the world of magic and technology from us. 

 

  Laugh out loud hilarious in some parts, Sanderson’s energetic and humorous storytelling will wrap you in it’s arms and carry you through the downtown library and the strange antics that ensue!

 

  I promise you-  you will never look at your librarian the same way again!

March 3rd, 2009

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I just finished reading “Still Life With June” by Darren Greer. You can see the book HERE .

  Cameron is a gay, 30-year old struggling writer who also works part time at the Salvation Army in the Sally Ann Treatment Center. He gets the stories he writes by stealing the stories of patients he works with, as well as with the men he finds at the gay bars on holidays.

  He goes to a writer’s group once a week, but never participates in the readings or analysis. When Dagnia comes into the group- a snide, opinionated, accomplished writer- she immediately singles him out, and dislikes him. So it comes as a surprise to him when she enlists his help in spying on someone for her, and her target happens to be the pianist who has moved in upstairs from him.  The book follows the relationship between Cameron and Dagnia through phone calls and email correspondence, and how it evolves as Cameron finds out more about this man.

  It also follows how Cameron becomes obssessed with a patient of the treatment center named Darrell, who was a gay man with a horrible coke habit and an even worse family life, who hung himself in the treatment’s utility closet.  Cameron’s writings begin to revolve soley around this man and his life. He becomes so immersed in Darrell’s life, that he even pretends to be Darrell in order to go visit Darrell’s sister June- a 33 year old woman institutionalized in a mental hospital with severe Down’s Syndrome.

Cameron carries on with his Darrell persona, and forms a bond with June. He even talks often with the director of the center June is in. He spends much of his time with June, and even asks for her complete files, which he takes home and pours through in order to glean more about Darrell’s past as well as June’s.

He follows a long path that leads him to some painful memories and reaches into the farthest recesses of his soul and gives him a revelation he, and me as the reader, never expected.

It was definately an intriguing read. Set up in a series of emails, writings of Cameron’s, lists, and regular story it could be a bit hard to read at times- mainly because of my poor eyesight. The characters breathe life of thier own, and you find yourself just as immersed in the search for answers as they are.