April 28th, 2007
Make-shift plans for future days-
Marble paths in painted ways.
Rewrite my script,
I want a better life.
Cancel tomorrow-give me only tonite.
Sweet smell of roses fills the air.
The scenery always changing to confuse my stare.
Feeling alone as I fear for my mind-
Memories flooding of whats left behind.
Awaiting my fate in a paralyse of fear.
I slip slowly away as I cry my last tear.
Fallen into blackness, feeling so blind-
Slippery creatures slide silently by.
Groping for something concrete to hold-
The air is so icy and dreadfully cold.
Wondering if Im dreaming and still alive,
Or if this is real, and I have already died.
Terror seeps through me, chilling my bones
Hoping to somehow find my way home.
Is there some important reason for why I am here?
It there some hidden message in the place so queer?
Am I to find a meaning for all of this?
Is there something overlookedsomething I missed?
What is this place that seems to have no beginning nor end?
Is there anyway I can return to the real world again?
So lost in this madness of darkness and fear
I sense something coming so dreadfully near.
There is nowhere to run, so I stand my ground
As I listen to every taunting sound.
I step one step forward,
And then one step more-
Placing my feet ever so carefully on the floor.
With my arms outstretched before me,
I walk to no destination-
Walking a little faster, trying to find some information.
Up ahead in the distance I see a faint blue light.
I begin to run, to flee from my fright.
I run out into a clearing
On a deserted street.
The fresh air fills my nose, smelling so very sweet.
I look behind me, but the darkness is gone.
There is no trace around of the place I ran from.
And still I wonder what it was for
And if ever again Ill step through its door.