July 9th, 2007
First Circle
Are you religious?
I am spiritual- yes.
Do you believe in an afterlife?
I sure do. I believe in many. A cycle of lives each designed to teach a series of lessons.
Do you criticize other religions?
Absolutely NOT. Each person has thier own unique ideals and beliefs. Who am I to tell them otherwise?
Do you think that believing in an ultimate being is dumb?
No.
Second Circle
Is your body sacred, or is it a toy?
A sacred toy. I think it is a temple, but I do not believe it is one to be shrouded in secrecy.
Do you think having sex is something to be proud of?
Depends on the kind of sex you are having. If you are just out there throwing yourself to anyone who glances your way, having unprotected sex, having sex without caring about the other person- then no, it’s not something to be proud of. If it is something you are doing responsibly, with someone you have at least some respect for- then sure.
Do you find yourself constantly having romantic thoughts?
Yes, very often these days. It’s easy when I have someone who treats me so special.
Would you date someone who is sexually active?
Sure. As long as thier former sexual encounters had been protected, or if they had been tested for STD’s recently.
What is your favorite part of a romantic TV show, movie, or book?
Watching the sex, of course!! No- I’m kidding. If it’s a truly romantic storyline, then it’s the story behind the romance that intrigues me.
Are you constantly craving sexual satisfaction?
No. I use to- I’ve had a tendency to use them to compensate for a lack of love. I don’t feel the need to do that anymore.
Third Circle
What is something you find yourself constantly wanting?
Serenity. I want to feel comfortable with myself and my surroundings. I’m slowly but surely getting there.
Do you reward yourself?
Yes. My favorite thing to do is take myself out to eat with a good book. It’s very relaxing.
Do you heal hurt feelings with food?
No- I heal hurt feelings with sex and cleaning. And self-belittlement….
Do you overeat?
not really. I probably actually don’t eat enough. However, what I DO eat isn’t really all that nutritious.
Fourth Circle
What is your favorite object?
Probably a pen or pencil- to write down that which inspires me.
If your house was on fire, would you save this object?
Assuming all my loved ones were already out, I would go after my poem books, photo albums and the laptops (there is a lot of poetry and photos saved on them)
Would you sell this object if a million dollars was offered for it?
Only if my writings continued to bear my name as the author.
Why is this object important to you?
It is my record of my thoughts, feelings, ideas, expressions, etc. It is like a journal of my minds eye.
Fifth Circle
If someone talked smack about you, what would you do?
Shrug it off. I’ve got enough people talking shit about me these days. I don’t really give a fuck anymore.
Do you fight with words or punches?
Words. They work better.
Do you find yourself saying mean things to people over the internet (which is being a pussy, I’ll have you know) that you wouldn’t say in real life?
No. I’m not a mean person.
If someone dissed something you worked hard on, what would you do?
One man’s trash is another’s treasure, and vise versa. If I like it, who cares?
Forgive and forget, or forget to forgive?
I try to forgive and forget when I can.. sometimes it’s just not that easy for me.
Sixth Circle
What illegal or sacreligious activites do you practice?
I’m a pretty good girl. Not sure there’s anything illegal or sacreligious that I do– outside of the bedroom anyways.
Are you rebellious against your religions’ teachings?
Not at all. I embrace all religious teachings I am offered. Even those I don’t believe. There is much to be learned from other’s viewpoints- and much to be gleaned from them.
Have you ever felt the desire to practice witch craft?
Uh…I do
Seventh Circle
Do you have violent thoughts about the person you hate?
Oh all the time
Have you ever wanted to kill someone?
Yep
Who was the last person you hit?
Last person I hit (besides the few instances I’ve spanked my kids) was Mike Huddleston—fucking bastard.
What weapon would you want if you entered a Battle Royale situation (basically, where you hafta kill your classmates and friends)?
A bladed weapon– in this sort of scenario, probably a sword.
Have you ever wanted to take a martial arts class?
Yes, I sure do.
Eighth Circle
Do you do things you know are bad?
Define “bad”. Do I do things that some people might label as such- sure. Some people think that sex is bad, or that eating meat is bad, or that worshipping a goddess is bad.
Would you work for a corrupt association that paid you big bucks?
Depends on what kind of corruption they were involved with. If they were using small children and paying them shit for it, then no- I wouldn’t.
Ninth Circle
Would you rather be a traitor against your friends or family?
Neither. My friends are my family and my family are my friends- so that is a mute point. There are certain people in my “family” that I wouldn’t be too offended by “traitoring” , especially since they’ve decided to take that route with me.
When is it an alright time to betray your loved ones?
Depends on the betrayal.
How do you feel when someone betrays you?
I take personal betrayal very personal. If it is from just an aquaintance or someone I don’t really have ties with, then I could give a fuck. But if it’s from someone I trust, I take it very hard. Of course, it depends on the betrayal as to how hard I take it…