August 21st, 2009

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I just (yesterday high midnight) finished reading a book entitled “When Rabbit Howls” by the Troops of Truddi Chase.  Click here to see link. It is a horrible book, in content sense, and was a fascinating read.  It is about a woman who was horribly abused sexually, verbally and physically when she was very young (starting around 2 years old) until she ran away at 16.    In order to “deal” with the abuse, she split into at least 92 different, distinct personalities. 
 
Years later, as an adult, not knowing of her multiple personality disorder, just that she has something mentally wrong with her, she starts seeking counsel.  At one, she discovers the abuse, but not the extent.  The therapist cannot help her any further.   Then she finds the one she calls Stanley (she won’t use real names-  it gives that person too much power).  He helps uncover what really happened to her, and the Troops, as they call themselves, begin to work together to try and heal.  As part of her therapy, they (the Troops) write an autobiography detailing the therapy, in an attempt to get the word out there about child abuse and what it can do to a child.
 
 
It is most definitely NOT for the faint of heart or soul.  It literally almost made me vomit a few times, and I’ve had some nightmares from it.  I am an AVID horror fan, and never had I read something that gave me such violent thoughts.  It is hard to read it as a non-fiction book, because it is so horrible to think of actually happening to someone.  But then the idea that it DID happen surfaces, and it’s so terrible. 
 
I picked it up because I have always been fascinated by the human mind and how it works.  I’ve been especially fascinated by what causes people to become “crazy”.  This book, as horrifying as it was to read, was also something that made you THINK. 

April 28th, 2009

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Heart-Shaped Box by Joe Hill

Jude Coyne is an aging rock star with a perchance for the macabre. He has a collection of gruesome artifacts, including such things as a cannibal cookbook, a snuff film, a used hang-man’s noose… so when his assistant sees an auction for a suit claiming to contain a dead man’s ghost, Jude has him use the “buy now” button to purchase it.

When the suit arrives, Jude finds out that it’s claim is true. When he contacts the seller, he discovers that he has been set up to buy the suit from an ex-girlfriend’s sister, and that the dead man now haunting him is the dead girlfriend’s stepfather, who was a powerful hypnotist and spiritualist. The ghost and his family tell Jude they blame him for the girlfriend’s death, and have come to exact revenge on him, and anyone who helps him, including his present girlfriend.

As Jude and his girlfriend seek to find a way to stop the restless spirit, they realize not only things within themselves, but within the haunting family as well.

The story has a good plot to it, and the characters are well written. I had a hard time getting past the beginning of the story, where Wiccans and Satanists were lumped into the same category, and almost stopped reading it because of that inaccuracy. However, if you can push past the stereotype, it has a nice story that will have you double checking that reflection in the window-pane.

April 28th, 2009

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Bone Gardenby Tess Gerritsen

Newly divorced Julia is digging in the yard of her recently purchased house when she finds an old skeleton that dates back to the early 1800’s, and has evidence of murder. She is contacted by a living relative of the original owner, who has boxes of stuff dating back to it’s origin. Inside are letters from an O.W.H to the original owner, and it contains a tale of murder and deception.

The letters follow a young woman named Rose, and medical student Norris Marshall. When Rose’s sister dies of childbirth fever, Rose takes on the young baby. Suddenly, she finds herself being followed by people trying to take the baby from her. When a serial killer begins killing people, Norris and Rose become the only witnesses to the horrible creature, and soon find themselves as prime suspects. As the link between baby and murderer becomes evident, Rose and Norris find themselves working together to find the real culprit, as well as discover the meaning behind why someone is searching for the child.

The characters are amiable enough, but I found the story slow to capture my interest. The plot seemed somewhat rushed, and while enjoyable, did not make me take any special notice of it. I found some of the ideas far-fetched, and it seemed to leave many questions unanswered. It had the feeling of a first-time novel, though it appears it is not.

I do not necessarily recommend it, but do not warn against, either. It would be a good “beach read” maybe.

April 15th, 2009

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  My recent read was The Eyes of the Dragon by Stephen King.  It was a reread, and an old-time fallback favorite. 

  Our favorite bad guy, Flagg, is back in King’s fantasy tale about a kingdom and Flagg’s attempt to destroy it.  For fun, of course!  When King Roland falls ill, his advisor Flagg decides the time is at hand to find a way to destroy the first born and noble son, Peter, in favor of the more gullible and easily manipulated Thomas. 

 Flagg devises a scheme to poison King Roland, and frame Peter for the crime.  His plan works flawlessly, and Peter is sent to “The Needle”, which is a prison room atop a skyscraper tower in the center of the plaza.  Thomas is crowned king, and Flagg immediately begins to assert his domain over the frightened, weak young boy.  While Thomas becomes immersed in self-pity and wine, the kingdom begins to sway under the burden of fierce taxing and regular be-headings.   Peter begins his plans for escape, and finds help in loyal friends who are still on his side. 

 

  While definitely a break from King’s normal realm of storytelling, this is an easy read that is captivating in it’s almost simplicity. 

April 15th, 2009

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I finally got around to reading The Secret Garden by Frances Hodgson Burnett. I don’t know why it took me so long to read this book. Although it is completely out of my normal genre (although, I may have to change what I consider that to be, considering the wide array of literature I’ve delved into lately), it is a fantastically written book!

It is about a little girl, Mary, who, though spoiled completely rotten, has no relationship with her mother, who would rather frolic amongst her social gatherings than deal with a little girl. When the cholera wipes out her household in India, she is sent to live with her uncle in England. Her uncle is a hermetic, cranky old man, who lives in a vast mansion with hundreds of rooms that are not even used. The estate is surrounded by gardens- one of which has been sealed off and the key buried in the soils. This forbidden garden is where his late wife spent all her time, and her love, and died in.

While Mary is wandering through the gardens one day, she happens upon the buried key, and then finds the hidden doorway to the garden. It becomes her secret, that she eventually shares with Dickon- a free spirited boy who befriends wild animals. After one of her investigations of the house in the middle of the night, she happens upon another young boy, Colin, who she discovers is her uncle’s son, hidden away thinking himself crippled, sick, and fearful of looming death. Mary brings Colin into her secret, and the three of them transform not only the neglected garden, but the neglected childhood within them, and watch with amazement at the life that blooms not only within the garden walls, but within themselves as well.

A beautiful story that made me want to run outside and dance in the fresh air, soak up the sun, and dig in the dirt! Fabulously created characters that jump to life off the page and linger in your imagination. A sweet way to rediscover the child within yourself.

A must-read!

April 4th, 2009

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“Once upon a cruddy time on a cruddy street on the side of a cruddy hill in the cruddiest part of a crudded-out town in a cruddy state, country, world, solar system, universe…”

The book starts off with a suicide note, asking the reader to not blame the drugs. 

Cruddy by  Lynda Barry is a fictional story about a girl named Roberta.  Five years prior, Roberta was found wandering the desert covered in blood, holding her dog, Cookie.  She was the only survivor from what the newspapers declared “The Lucky Chief Motel Massacre”.   She has never spoken about what happened there.

Now sixteen years old, Roberta lives with her mom and sister on the aforementioned cruddy street in the cruddy town.  She has had her first experiment with drugs, and it is a whopper.  She meets some interesting people, who are also what you would call “misfits”.  The book jumps back and forth between her intoxicated journey with these kids, and the blood filled adventure she went on with her father five years ago. 

 

I found it a bit hard to grasp at first, but as I continued on, the story reeled me in more and more, until I had to stay up the rest of the night to finish the book. 

 

 

April 4th, 2009

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I recently finished the autobiography “My Lobotomy” by Howard Dully.  

 

  Dr. Walter Freeman has been termed “The father of the American Lobotomy”.  He came from money, surrounded by a strict mother and father and a family history centering around medicine.   He went to Yale, and afterwards enrolled in the Pennsylvania Medical School, where he became fascinated with the brain.  After medical school, he traveled the world studying neurology and psychiatry, and he visited various asylums. 

  It was a time of neurology and psychotherapy.  Sigmund Freud was publishing his theories on human emotion, and were gaining widespread acceptance.   Dr. Freeman, however, was not interested in Dr. Freud or psychoanalysis.  He thought this approach was actually dangerous.  Instead, he believed there were biological explanations for various mental diseases, and therefore must be surgical treatments. 

 

Over the next decade he experimented on mental patients with various new treatments, including massive doses of insuling, Metrazole (a stimulant drug), or electroshock therapy.  He was not very successful as a doctor, but was a huge hit as a teacher. 

In 1935 while visiting London, Dr. Freeman attended a presentation on chimpanzees whose frontal lobes were operated on, and they became passive and subdued.  A Portuguese neurologist named Egas Moniz also attended this presentation, and upon his return to Lisbon, began performing similar experiments on humans.  He called it “psycho-surgery.”  These experiments involved drilling holes in his patient’s heads, and making cuts in their frontal lobes.  He used a tool he called a “leucotome”, and dubbed the procedure a “leucotomy”. 

Dr. Freeman read of the experiments in a French medical journal, and decided this was what he wanted to do.  He contacted the company that supplied Moniz’s leucotomes, and ordered himself some.  He and a surgeon partner began practicing on cadaver brains.  Shortly after, he performed his first leucotomy. 

They deemed this surgery a success.  He then began performing these operations often on many patients.  He changed the name of the procedure to “lobotomy”.   Many of the procedures had poor results, but Dr. Freeman made excuses for these failures and looked over them. 

In the early 1940’s, an Italian surgeon was attempting to refine the prefrontal lobotomy by entering the brain through the thin bone of the eye socket, thereby not having to drill through the skull.  Freeman read up on the experiment, and in early 1946 he conducted America’s first transorbital lobotomy. 

 

  Dr. Freeman performed a multitude of these transorbital procedures.  His youngest patient was 12 year old Howard Dully.  Howard’s mother died when he was very young, and his new stepmother was not a nice woman.  She was strict, and cruel.  And she did not like Howard, since he did not fit her vision of a perfect child.  Howard was constantly in trouble, whether he had done anything wrong or not.  She took Howard to various medical doctors, trying to get him institutionalized, and when the doctors disagreed with her, then she would drop their care, and take him elsewhere.  Eventually, she came to Dr. Freeman.   After just a few short visits, Dr. Freeman diagnosed Howard as being schizophrenic and recommended the transorbital lobotomy.   His father took only two days to agree to the operation.

 

This book covers Howard’s journey through life leading up to, and after, his lobotomy.  When the lobotomy did not produce the results Howard’s new mother wanted, they found a way to give him over to the state.  It follows his paths through different homes, and how he tries to find a way to gain the love and companionship of his parents as he is shifted from place to place.  

 

It was a deeply disturbing look at how society viewed mental therapy in those days, and how little involvement or choices there were for the authorities in those days. 

 

March 24th, 2009

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I read a book called Just Pretend by J.V. Lewton.  It concerns a young girl z(Molly) who is dying from leukemia, her teen-aged brother (Clay), who has a unique ability to be able to “see” who has been somewhere, and a teen-aged girl (Hillary).  Hillary does a weekly radio show called “Just Pretend”.  The radio show, which features noteworthy material for kids, also features it’s star attraction- where kids call up and share how and what they pretend.

One morning, as Clay and Molly sit listening to Hillary’s show, a very young girl calls up, and they hear her whisper “I pretended a bad man…..and he’s going to kill me.”  The call prompts tons of phone calls angry that their kids were scared, and Hillary’s show is taken off the air.  Then, the next day, the body of a young girl is found near the area where the call was made. 

Molly’s dying wish is for Clay to use his ability, which causes him severe physical distress, to find who murdered the young girl.  Hillary, also determined to find the murderer, teams up with Clay to track down and flush out this person who keeps killing young people. 

It is a shorter novel, so it is not a long read (I read it in one day).  While I thought I figured out the culprit earlier on in the book, it did keep me second guessing myself up until the end.  Well written, though perhaps not necessarily what I would deem “horror”.  More psychological thriller. 

 

March 10th, 2009

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I just (literally) finished reading Dean Koontz’s book Your Heart Belongs to Me .

It is a story of a rich, 34 year old Internet multi-millionaire who has everything: a perfect house, a perfect girlfriend, a perfect job. After an episode while surfing, which he passes off as an anxiety attack and a result of aging, and another in his room while sleeping- he finds out he has a heart problem, and only about 1 year to live. He is told by his doctor that he only has about one year left to live, and his only hope is a heart transplant.

Before the transplant, he is plagued by a whirlwind of paranoia and distrust that leads him on a journey of truth, in which he thinks someone or someones are out to kill him. Believing himself poisoned, he cuts himself off from everyone, and begins investigating everyone around him. He even pulls away from the doctors he has trusted, and puts his care in another well-reputed surgeon.

After only four months on the organ transplant waiting list, he is miraculously called in with a match for him. Sparing no expense, he flies out for surgery, despite growing anxiety and “signs” that something is not right.

A year after the transplant, things are going well for him. He has all-new employees at his home, and although his relationship with his girlfriend has passed, she is becoming very successful, and he is happy for her. Then, a woman appears out his window in the rain, watching the house, he finds candy and trinkets in his locked bedroom, and so the chase for truth begins, with a mind-altering conclusion.

The story line I felt was compelling, but the story seemed confusing, The narrative spoke much of subtext and subtleties, and this book definitely had some of those. It seemed to chase itself a bit, and I felt the ending a bit lacking. While it gave closure to the main theme, it left many questions unanswered. It was a compelling enough read that I finished it within a couple of days.

March 3rd, 2009

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“Alcatraz vs the Evil Librarians” by Brandon Sanderson (see it here: LINK ) is a hilarious adventure for the juvenile and young adult (and adults, too, if I must say so myself!).   

  A young boy named Alcatrz Smedrey has been in the foster care system for years.  On his 13th birthday, after recieving a strange package filled with sand supposedly sent from his dead parents, his talent for breaking things causes him to accidentally burn up his foster care mother’s kitchen.  It wouldn’t be as bad if it weren’t for the fact that his foster mom is a chef.  His knack for breaking things that seem to be most important to people has gotten him jumped from home to home throughout his life. 

   On the morning after his 13th birthday, as he waits for one of the people from the foster care system to come get him to move him to another home, he is suprised by an old man at his door, claiming to be his grandfather.  The old man seems worried about being late, claiming that it was his talent.   Alcatraz is about to close the door on the old man, when one of the people from the foster care system show up for him, but instead of leading him to a car, the man instead pulls out a gun and tries to shoot Alcatraz.  Alcatraz gets in the car with the old man, and thus begins his wondrous adventure. 

   Filled with adventure, Alcatraz learns that he is the latest in a great line of Smedreys.  They are oculators with fantastic gifts, such as breaking things, always arriving late, tripping, and speaking nonsense.  They are out to get back the sands which were stolen from Alcatraz’s room unbeknownst to him while his caseworker was there.  Turns out, the world as we know it is run by the evil librarian cult, who fight to keep the world of magic and technology from us. 

 

  Laugh out loud hilarious in some parts, Sanderson’s energetic and humorous storytelling will wrap you in it’s arms and carry you through the downtown library and the strange antics that ensue!

 

  I promise you-  you will never look at your librarian the same way again!